Today is Kaaren’s birthday.
I’m trying not to cry for him.
I’m trying to think of the good times we had.
But I miss him more every day.
I've been thinking about what to do about my Kaaren's blogs.
I have decided that I will leave them up for people to get to know Kaaren, and I felt it would be disrespectful to remove them.
Kaaren loved the blogs. He liked to play and tease and tell, if not all, as much as he could get away with.
In all the years that he was doing this I only made him take down a couple of his posts that I thought made him too identifiable.
My career counted on avoiding scandal, and stories of my sissy husband sucking my lover's big cock didn't really seem like a career enhancing addition to my resume'.
But I digress.
Kaaren has left literally hundreds of posts in her drafts folder on these blogs.
I leave it to you, his audience, should I post them or is that kind of morbid?
I can see just from sampling them that, at least some of them weren't quite finished.
I truly dislike the idea of throwing away my sweethearts work.
Thank you all for your thoughts and prayers.
Mrs. K.
Kaaren is missed.
ReplyDeleteMrs. K, take care of yourself. You will see Kaaren again someday. Give them our love.
Yes he was my best friend and the true love of my life.
DeleteI miss him every day.
oh, and I, for one, would love to see more of her work
ReplyDeleteI’m probably going to start posting his drafts soon.
DeleteThanks for getting back to me.
Dear Mrs K - Kaaren was a wonderful soul whose memory will always live on whatever you're final decision with regard to the unpublished blogs. i for one would love to read them but you should have the final say on this.
ReplyDeleteI hope you are doing well? I know you were the centre of Kaaren's world.
Take care
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Thank you so much for your reminder of my Sweethearts good soul.
DeleteAs sweet as he may have seemed on his blogs he was so much more so in life.
Mrs K
I am so very sorry. Hugs and forehead kisses to you...wish I could ease your pain.
ReplyDeleteThank you very much for your concern and well wishes.
DeleteI appreciate it so much.
Mrs. K
Oh Mrs. K
ReplyDeleteThanks for posting this especially on Kaaren’s birthday.
You made last year’ birthday special for all of us when you invited us to wish her well.
And this year, I too remembered her. But also, I, and I am sure all of us, want to make sure You are doing ok too.
I hope you noticed that we all come back to this site
Hoping that you will post. That you are okay
Kaaren was the love of your life. To continue to cry and grieve is natural
She loved you too. The posts from all the sites capture a small part of not just fantasy but a life of love between you two.
Yes I would like to read more of Kaaren’s works if you feel it appropriate
But also, if possible, keep checking in yourself
We've all got tons of hugs and love and prayers to give you too.
Last year’s birthday was special for Kaaren and I as we both had doubts about being able to celebrate it.
DeleteHe was thrilled at the responses he received.
We had hoped that the worst was finally behind us but it was not to be.
I’ll begin posting the remaining drafts from my Sweetheart soon.
Thanks for getting back to me.
Mrs. K
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ReplyDeleteKaaren is deeply, deeply missed. I haven't checked in lately because I wasn't expecting you to continue her legacy, Mrs. K, but I think this is a lovely idea. So long as it doesn't hurt you to share those posts with us, I think it's wonderful.
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