Wednesday, January 31, 2024


My Kaaren wasn’t quite that easy but he was close.
He could handle a few drinks and he preferred single malt scotch, the really expensive ones!
But if that was the price I had to pay to keep the best man I ever knew happy then it was more than worth it.
On my date last Saturday I ordered the drinks for us both, force of habit I guess. Whenever Kaaren and I went out I always ordered for him. After all I was in charge.
Going to a restaurant with my Sweetheart was always such fun. To anyone looking we were just a couple in love whispering to each other. They would have been shocked to hear the things I was telling Kaaren that I would have him do right there if he misbehaved!
He would be squirming in his chair after a while. And let’s not forget that he was always “plugged” too.
My date was very nice, respectful and polite. Nicely dressed and most importantly, had a good sense of humor.
When he drove me home he didn’t make any moves on me. I think he was a little nervous, maybe more than me.
He walked me to my door and asked if he could see me again, he was very cute about it.
I started to feel like he was afraid that my daddy would pull the door open and chase him away.
Then he gave me a good night kiss. On the cheek.
I felt like a teenager again!
Except when I was a teenager I didn’t have a drawer full of sex toys to finish the night with.
I’m going to see him again and we’ll see how it goes.

Mrs K

Monday, January 29, 2024

Monday ManCandy

Kaaren was raised as a Catholic boy.
As he used to say the nuns beat the religion out of him.
Times were different and they were allowed to do that to school kids then.
Kaaren always thought that they just needed to get laid and it would make them happier.
But he did have some fantasies involving nuns, thankfully he never dressed like one.

Mrs K

Thursday, January 25, 2024

Just Like This

I don’t know which one of us enjoyed this the most.
It was so nice after a date to have my Kaaren soothe and clean me up afterwards. Plus I usually had another orgasm or two.
Kaaren was very talented with his tongue and very considerate too.
I’ve got my first date since my Sweethearts passing on Saturday but unfortunately Kaaren won’t be waiting when I get home.
Wish me luck!

Mrs K

Sunday, January 21, 2024


This was one thing that Kaaren really didn’t enjoy.
He could spend an entire evening with his face absolutely buried in my ass without any complaints.
Or any other woman if I gave him permission.
But he really didn’t like to use his tongue on a man’s ass.
To be honest, neither do I.
With another woman I don’t have a problem either.
Can’t explain it but I was always glad that my date could get this service from Kaaren instead of me.
It was very humiliating for my Sweetheart and he would whine about having to do it, but he never once said no.

Mrs K

Friday, January 12, 2024

Deep And Slow

Fucking Kaaren was so much fun.
He was such a girl and never more so than when I was buried inside him.
He always made the cutest sounds and he was just an absolute slut.

Mrs K

Wednesday, January 3, 2024


I think one of the things I miss most is putting Kaaren over my knees for a good spanking.
I found this post and I believe it goes a real insight into my Sweethearts thoughts and feelings.
He may not have been a man in one sense but he was the man I loved more than any other.

Mrs K

Saturday, December 30, 2023


I don’t know how many times Kaaren said this to me.
The first few times I didn’t believe him.
But it soon became clear that he was telling me the truth.
And what a lovely truth it was! 

Mrs K