The Lion The Witch and The Wardrobe

The Narnia books were one of Kaaren’s favorites.

And he and I actually discussed this idea.

As I’ve written here and elsewhere, Kaaren loved the idea that there could be real magic in the world.

The whole concept that he could step into another world and be the little girl that he never was provoked some surprisingly deep conversations.

The question that he never really had an answer for was if such a world existed and he could go there and be a pretty little girl, would he ever have come back?

I don’t know what he would have done but I hope that if he stayed there that somehow I would have found my way there too.

Mrs K

That Thing

Back when I was a girl my friends and I would discuss how to make our boyfriends happy while holding on to our virginity.

Hands and mouths were the only answer.

None of us ever even heard of anal and there wouldn’t have been any chance that any of us would have tried it then.

So it was hands and mouths.

Some of the guys we dated were content with touching our tits and getting a handjob.

But most of them wanted more.

So we would just go ahead and suck them off.

Most of my girlfriends thought it was horrible but you had to do it if you wanted to keep your guy happy.

There was one girl, let’s call her Laura, she hated doing it. She hated everything about it. And if he shot off without warning her she would go nuts.

She’s the one who came up with the idea of holding a cherry flavored Lifesaver in her mouth to mask the taste. On at least one occasion she nearly choked on it but she swore by it.

I never had to do that because I liked it. Everything she hated about doing it was something that I loved about it.

I suggested the candy method to Kaaren once and he just rejected it outright.

If he was going to suck a cock there shouldn’t be any illusion that he was doing anything other than that.

And, although he enjoyed doing it, he always said it was because I”made” him do it.

And if he needed that to justify to himself why he was on his knees with a man’s cock in his mouth then that was okay with me.

Mrs K

Sad News*

Kaaren didn’t have many friends and the man he was writing about here was pretty much his only real friend that he had left.

He was devastated by the news of the death of his friend.

But even though he was reeling from the loss he was still concerned that I was okay.

It was the way he was.

He was hurt and an emotional wreck but he was worried about getting my dinner.

I think back now and realize how isolated he was.

Without my family and friends he only had me.

Our lives were full in so many ways that I never really saw that.

And I know it must have hurt him but he never complained.

He could be prodded to talk about his past but he mostly kept it to himself.

Maybe if he’d had more time he’d have opened up more about it.

That’s one good thing about his “silly little blogs”. It gave him a place to talk and, even more importantly, it gave him people who would listen.

In the end he was loved by me and many others.

Maybe more than he knew.

Mrs K

Home Soon

Oh my.

Did I know that Kaaren was manipulating me so that I’d put him over my knees and warm up his cute little bottom.

Did I know that he sometimes intentionally didn’t do his chores.

Did I know that he would willfully ignore my instructions on occasion.

Did he really want a spanking from me?

Of course I knew and of course he would get what he wanted/needed from me.

All I had to decide was whether or not to use my hairbrush, paddle or just my hands.

I have to say that the spanking wasn’t one of my original ideas and started with some playful slaps on his bottom and we just kind of discovered this new dimension in our relationship.

His submissive nature made him want to be humiliated and it was an incredible feeling to hold him there while he kicked and cried as I turned his ass first to pink and then to an angry red!

All spankings were followed by some “corner time” and then he had to take care of me because after that I really needed him to take care of me.

Mrs K

Squirm

Kaaren loved to be there while I fucked my lovers.

Seeing him there in his pretty frills while riding a big cock just made it so much better.

For both of us.

And knowing that he couldn’t cum made him so much more attentive to my needs.

Ultimately we both got what we needed.

Mrs K

Dreaming

 I had a dream about Kaaren last night.

It was a sex dream and I woke up with a smile and felt the need.

You know what I mean.

And I had to take care of it myself.

But the best part of the dream was seeing Kaaren happy.

He had such a beautiful smile.

I saw that smile and it made me happy.

Sad and happy at the same time.

And a little horny too.

I described the dream over on the other blog if you’re interested.

Mrs K

It's Different

My Kaaren was just the girliest girl ever.

Even on a chilly winter night he would always put on his sexy robe while I would bundle up in flannel.

It’s what made him comfortable.

And I loved it too.

Mrs K