I Wanted to Be The One

I remember the first time I saw a porn movie. Me and some of the boys from school had gotten together and gone to someones house where they had this new thing called a VCR! As we watched the tape I was fascinated when the blowjob scene came on.
While I'm sure all the guys in the room were hard from imagining they were feeling the girls hot lips and tongue on their teenaged cocks, I was hard from thinking about how it must feel for her to have that big, throbbing cock in her mouth, How did it feel? How did it taste? How much did she love it?

I wanted to be the one on my knees as he slid his cock into my hungry mouth...

I wanted to be the one tasting his cock, running my tongue over the velvety head...

 

I wanted to be the one to feel him pumping in to my mouth, hear him urging me to suck him harder, deeper. 

 

I wanted to be the one whose name he gasped as he pumped my mouth full of his hot cum, I wanted to be the one who swallowed every delicious drop!

 I wanted to be the one looking up into my lovers eyes, seeing the pleasure I have given him, seeing the satisfaction a man feels, knowing that my sissy mouth had produced that pleasure!

I wanted to be the one who massaged his balls and lingered over his cock, not soft yet, thinking maybe we should go again....my mouth watering at the thought....

 I'm sure that in that room with those boys I was the only one thinking that way.....maybe....