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Kaaren didn’t have much of a family growing up.

A distant mother and an abusive father. One brother who died in his teens.

I’m sure that my Sweetheart dreamed of having a family like this, people who would have cared about him.

He grew up to be so different from his parents that I still find it hard to believe.

He was so nice and loving and warm. Nothing like the people who raised him.

Now I’ve made myself cry again. 

I wish you could have known him as I did.

Mrs K

Monday ManCandy

I had hoped to share this wonderful treat with my sweetheart till we were old and gray but maybe he’d had enough for a lifetime.

Although I really doubt it.

Mrs K

Hard To Believe

Yes, Kaaren wasn’t the only perv in our relationship, not by any measure!

I had/have plenty of my own desires and fetishes.

I was so lucky to have had someone who loved me enough to explore them with me.

Mrs K

First Time

I like this one very much, it captures a big part of the story of the love Kaaren and I shared.

Today is the sad anniversary of that terrible first night when I lost my Sweetheart.

I’m still heartbroken but I’ve stopped crying every day.

But today I’m just reliving that last day, that last time I saw him smiling, the last time I told him that I loved him.

Today I can’t say I miss him more than any other day, after a year of missing him, today makes it feel a little more painful.

Thank you very much for your nice comments on these posthumous posts, I hope you enjoy them

Mrs K

Saturday Matinee - The Hi-Fi Fiend

Kaaren wrote Saturday Matinee posts for years and i quite enjoyed them.

This one was obviously written in the wrong blog and so he never used it.

It’s a little outdated but I still think it’s pretty funny.

It made me smile and that’s not easy these days.

I hope you enjoy it.

Mrs K

Sissy In The Kitchen

This is the oldest post in my Sweethearts draft folder on this blog.

I like this one very much.it reminds me of Kaarens antics in the kitchen.

He was so much fun, and he knew what I liked. Sometimes he knew me better than I did!

Mrs K

Embarrassment

This is the last post that kaaren wrote before he left me behind.

There are more than 440 more to go.

I hope you enjoy them.

Mrs K