It's just that every time we kiss her hands go to my nipples....like she's expecting something that isn't there.....
It's only a momentary thing but....it's every time....it gets the wheels turning in my sissy brain and the thing is....I'll never ever ask her....I don't want to open that particular Pandora's Box ever again.....
It's every time though.....maybe I'm just making too big a deal out of it....probably....just more sissy drama playing out in my head....probably....
You could be simply making a mountain out of a mole hill ( hee hee ). Seriously, perhaps you’re experiencing an internal conflict. Your subconscious knows it’s what you want, but your conscious is fighting it.
ReplyDeleteBut what do I know? ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ Kisses. maria
You may be right.....but I thought this was decided between us and now I just don't know!!!!
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i understand how conflicted you must have felt Kaaren. It is something that, in my head is a wonderful idea and something i would love to have, but faced with the possibility in reality, would i? For me it is easy as i know my Owner would not like it. She has always been clear tht She does not want me to have breasts. The closest we ever got was when She suggested buying me bra inserts - which surprised me somewhat (She never did in the end though She has since bought me padded bras which i have have gradually begun wearing more and more - though not yet to work!)
ReplyDeleteMaria might be right, it might be you are just noticing something and reading into it a bit more than actually is meant, but there is also a chance you are right. And afterall, you know your wife and we don't! For what it is worth i think you would look gorgeous and were it to ever happen a part of me would be jealous as hell!
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Oh Sweet pet, how I wish I knew what goes on in that beautiful head of hers....
DeleteI'm playing checkers while she's playing 3-d chess....I readily admit that she's smarter than me and that she's far more driven than I am....she always knows what she wants and she ALWAYS gets it!!!!
I'm left wondering if I'm reading her correctly....lord knows I've gotten her wrong before....my poor bottom has suffered so many times for that!!!!
But like I said....I'm not going to ask...I went through too much to bring it up again....I had almost agreed last time....even though I didn't want to.....because she wanted me to....
I know if she really wanted to she could make me do anything....anything....if she wanted me to!!!!
And that scares me a little....
Maybe I'm wrong about this....and maybe not....but I notice things that maybe she doesn't intentionally do....
I just don't know....
But thanks for your concern and the complements...
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I get it. Hormones and irreversible changes are a tough discussion point for us too. She'll bring it up as fantasy talk to tease me or get me excited, but trying to discuss it outside the fantasy is very uncomfortable.
ReplyDeleteOurs is kind of the reverse situation, though, where its me who wants them and she who doesn't want such a permanent, visible change. As much as she loves me for who I've become, there are times where she needs to 'see' the person she married.
My advice, for what it's worth, is to enjoy those caresses and squeezes for what they are. From what you've said, I suspect she's simply showing you the affection you crave. If there is a suggestion there that she'd be OK with more, should you ever want it, just enjoy knowing you have her love and support . . . but don't feel any pressure.
I absolutely love having breasts! While mine are small and out of proportion with my chest I wouldn't wish for bigger breasts. It is not that I am afraid of people noticing it is just that I think of myself more as a mid-teen girl rather than a woman so barely B cup breasts are appropriate for me. I don't have the knowledge that a woman my age would have so thinking of myself as a 14-15 year old girl seems right.
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