There's Nothing On TV

Kaaren wrote this over ten years ago.

He would quietly wait until it was time to clean me and my lover up.

He loved it and so did I.

Sometimes the gentleman I was screwing would like it but more often than not they would not want any part of it once they’d been satisfied.

That was their loss because Kaaren was always pretty enthusiastic about clean up time.

Mrs K

Obviously

I believe Kaaren wrote about his distaste for using his tongue in a man’s ass.

But I have to say that some men loved it and I wasn’t going to do it so it became Kaaren’s job.

And it was so humiliating that I think he secretly loved it.

He complained and whined about doing it but he never said no!

Mrs K

Recovery

 I was asked about my recovery from the auto accident I was involved in and I thought some of you might want an update.

All in all I had fifteen surgeries on my leg including a cosmetic procedure that dealt with a lot of the scarring.

I’m full of titanium rods and plates along with plenty of screws holding it all together. If you were to kick me in the leg it would probably hurt you more than me.

I’m still walking with a limp but it’s not as pronounced as it was and I’m still continuing with physical therapy.

I have mostly retired from my job but my boss has retained me as a consultant. 

Spending more time at home is a mixed blessing. I don’t miss the commute to work but it can get lonely sometimes.

I still have almost all of Kaaren’s things. I’ve tried several times to box them up and move them into the garage but in a day or so I put it all back while having a good cry.

I’ve been seeing a man that I met at physical therapy. He was injured in a motorcycle accident and lost three toes. He laughed about it when he told me about the accident. He pointed out that he went off the road at high speed and is still amazed that he’s alive., 

It’s the laughter that got to me. And he made me laugh with him. I haven’t done much laughing since Kaaren’s been gone.

He said he wished he could take me out dancing but he lost his twinkle toes in the accident.

It’s not too serious between us but I have to admit he is very good in bed. If anything, it’s me that’s been holding back. Not because I don’t want him, I do, very much so. Truth be told I think it’s because he’s not Kaaren.

I know it’s not fair to him but I can’t help it. Luckily he’s been pretty understanding and patient with me.

In case anyone is interested my friend and former assistant Stacy has moved into an executive position and she’s getting married! I couldn’t be happier for her.. I wonder if she’s still using her strap-on? I haven’t asked and she hasn’t told me. Her fiancé is a soft spoken and sweet man. I can picture him bent over for her but my mind is always in the gutter!

I thought about selling the house. I was showing the realtor around and she asked me about Kaaren’s room.

It was so pretty and girly that when I told her that it had been Kaaren’s bedroom she just assumed that she was my daughter.

She mentioned that a lot of parents downsized after the kids moved out and I started to cry.

I haven’t followed through with listing the house.

Don’t know if I can.

Anyway, physically I’m getting better. Mentally the pain of loss is still there and probably always will be. But it’s becoming easier to bear as time goes by.

I have a date tonight and he’s going to come home with me. I’m going to rock his world.

That’s all for now. I still have hundreds of posts to go through. Kaaren was quite prolific. Hopefully I’ll get to post them all.

Be well.

Mrs K

Sissy School - Research

I quite enjoyed Kaaren’s Sissy School posts.

I even got a little jealous of some of his Sissy friends that he featured in them.

But I had a typical schoolgirl uniform for him and I used to enjoy the whole naughty schoolgirl fantasy with him.

I guess it says something about me that I had zero interest in a naughty schoolboy scenario.

He would probably have been a total slut if he had been able to. I mean he was a total slut for me after all.

Mrs K

Oh Yes!!!

I wonder if Kaaren would have been jealous ?

It’s funny when i think of it but he always seemed to be more jealous of my lovers when they went down on me.

Maybe it was because he felt that it was the only way he could please me so he wanted that for himself.

But at the same time he wanted to see me happy.

Kaaren was complicated.

Mrs K

Young Billy Was Not Happy

I was a cheerleader in high school but I didn’t make the squad in college.

The captain of the team didn’t like me very much, I had kind of bedded her boyfriend at a party and she wasn’t the forgiving kind.

It was a shame though. Donna was gorgeous and I was so open to playing with other girls in those days.

So of course I had Kaaren become my cheerleader to fulfill my dreams.

The funniest thing about it was that Kaaren was probably better at being my little lesbian cheerleader than Donna could have ever been.

And he was so funny when he danced around doing cheers for me.

Mrs K