A Beautiful Sunset

 We were staying at my Boss's "Summer Place" up in the mountains and it was all so wonderful.

"Kaaren" had quickly found his favorite spot and almost every afternoon, he could be found sitting out on the veranda, looking out over the property, all the way to the green mountains beyond.

"It's what Heaven would look like", he said  when he first saw it.

I usually sat with him but sometimes I had to logon and do something to earn my pay.

I warned him not to stay in the sun for too long and came inside to do a little work via computer.

Afterward I took a break and must have dozed off.

When I woke I called out for "Kaaren".

He didn't answer.

I went out to the veranda, the sky was full of color, a beautiful sunset.

But my "Kaaren" was gone.

He had slipped away while I slept.

The Medical Examiner told me it was an aneurysm and there was nothing anyone could have done

.
But it was my fault.
I should have been there. I should have been watching over him.
But I wasn't, and my Sweetheart left me, and neither of us got to say goodbye.
It's been a couple of weeks since he's been gone and I am sorry I didn't let you know sooner.
But now you do.

Mrs.K

Happy Birthday Kaaren

 Today is "Kaaren's" birthday and I thought it would be nice if he received some happy birthday wishes from you.

"Kaaren" still doesn't have access to her electronics and won't have till, maybe next week, but I will show him your responses.

It's a special birthday this year as we both had our doubts about being able to celebrate it.

"Kaaren" is doing well. Rest and some exercise has been good for him.

The place we are is wonderful, and I will explain all that later.

But please, cheer him up, a simple Happy Birthday note would mean the world to him. 

And to me.

Mrs. K

So.....

"Kaaren" wrote this a couple of weeks ago but never posted it for reasons that I will make clear soon. Just so you know what's going on.

We're both OK. Kaaren hasn't had access to any of his electronics for a few weeks and won't have access till we get home.

I want him to rest and I'm being pretty strict about it.

I understand all of your concern and I'm touched by the affection you all have for my sweet husband.

I will update this soon.

Mrs. K 

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 So....I came home....

I was angry that she had ignored me.....

I was angry that I had to spend another night in the damned hospital....

But mostly I was angry that she ignored me....

When she came and brought me home in the morning neither of us had much to say....

And when we got home she told me that we had to talk....we couldn't leave it as it was....

So I met her in the living room and crawled up over her knees....I flipped my skirt up and left my panties on because...sometimes....when we talk she likes to leave them on....

She didn't spank me as I expected....instead she opened up to me about how the last few months had affected her....

She told me of the anxiety.....the fear....the helplessness she'd felt....

By the time she was done she was sobbing.....

It broke my heart to hear the sadness and fear she'd felt....

I was crying too....my anger melted away as I put myself in her shoes....

She apologized for forcing me to the hospital but told me that she would do it again....she was afraid of losing me and would do what she thought best to keep us together for a long....long time....

Then she astounded me!!!

She told me to stand up and then to rake her place sitting in the chair....

Then she put herself over my lap.....and told me that I should make her feel my frustrations....she was ready!!!!

I put my hand on her beautiful bottom but I couldn't bring myself to spank her....

She was right to be scared.....she was always right.....and I adored her sweet bottom!!!!

I had seen her spanked by a few of her lovers over the years.....and I admit that I kind of envied them a little.....

But I couldn't......

Then I was sobbing.....

We went to bed together later and just held on to each other.....

Maybe it would be OK....

I still love her more than anything....more than my own life.....

Caution

I have known "Kaaren" since we were teenagers together.

"Kaaren" has suffered from asthma all of her life and I have seen incidents dozens, if not hundreds, of times.

But when it happened on Monday night I have to admit that I probably overreacted.

I told him that I was going to take him to the hospital and he told me that he wouldn't go!

I haven't encountered open defiance from him in so many years that I was taken aback!

He said it would pass, he used his rescue inhaler, but I didn't want to hear it and I physically dragged him to my car in the driveway.

I screamed at him to get his "sissy ass" into the car. I was stressed beyond the point where I cared about discretion!

The Doctor at the emergency room was already familiar with "Kaaren" and took him in right away.

He told me that it was a relatively minor asthma attack, and it was nothing to worry about.

They admitted "Kaaren" overnight "Just "in an abundance of caution".

"Kaaren" is furious with me and I readily admit that I went a little crazy.

I tried to say I was sorry but I think it fell on deaf ears.

And now after sitting and thinking about it, I'm not sorry. Not even a little bit!

Showing my concern is something I will not apologize for.

When I bring him home tomorrow we're going to have a long, long talk!

Mrs.K

Thunder

Bound, gagged and blindfolded....bent over with my panties down.....totally exposed and vulnerable.....

I rely on the senses that I can still use.....

But no one has touched me yet ....

But the sound of that zipper is as loud as thunder!!!!

Necessary

"Is this really necessary Doctor?"

"Oh yes....it's absolutely necessary Sissy...."

"But....every day?"

"That's right Sissy....we'll soon move it up to twice a day...."

"Well.....if you say so....."

"Hush now Sissy.....let me concentrate on my work....."

"Yes Ma'am...."

Therapy

I've been given all kinds of therapy to get me back to normal....

But none of them addresses what I really need!!!

So for that I had to self-prescribe the most important therapy of all....

And I'm coming along very nicely!!!!

Hump Day

 "I know you've been ill so I don't want you to overexert.....just relax and I'll take care of everything...."

"Okay....I can do that!!!!"

 

 

Memories

"I'm curious Sissy....what would you like to do sexually...if you had your choice?"

"I used to really love it when you'd give me a nice wet blowjob....that was just the best!!!"

"We could do that now if you'd like...."

"I'd like it!!!!! I'd love it!!!!"

It didn't turn out the way I wanted but I still enjoyed it....as much as I could!!!

Monday ManCandy

He didn't want to let the sissy suck his cock....

It was gay....and he wasn't gay....

But she was relentless.....

If he wanted to enjoy her body....he had to feed her sissy husband first!!!!

He concentrated on the lipsticked lips and the eager sucking mouth and it all worked out in the end....

ManCandy!!! If only all the worlds troubles could be settled so easily.....

Sissy School - A Long Overdue Visit Home

 "But I'm not allowed to cum...."

"After all you've been through Sissy....this time you are!!!"

Longing

My wife's sex life has cooled off considerably over the months of my illness....

I find myself longing for the day when I can once again enjoy the exquisite suffering of watching her suck a real man's cock.....

Watching a real man give her the pleasure she deserves....the pleasure that I just can't give her....

Soon....I hope....

Late At Night

 I got up to go to the bathroom and was surprised to find that my wife wasn't in her chair....

She's been watching over me like a mother hen.....particularly at night....

It's like she thinks that the Grim Reaper doesn't work in the daylight hours!!!

But tonight...for the first time....she wasn't there....

I was actually relieved....maybe she was finally going to go back to her bed to sleep like a normal person!!!!

I peeked in her door....expecting to hear her cute little snores.....

Instead, I heard her cute little moans!!!!

She was rubbing herself through her panties and obviously enjoying it very much....

I was so tempted to join her....help her to cum....help her to stop thinking about my problems and concentrate on her pleasure....

But....this was her private time and it would be wrong of me to intrude....

Just like it was wrong of me to watch her pleasure herself....

So I only watched until she had her first orgasm.....

Recovery

 During my recovery my wife decided to hire some household help....just until I can resume my chores....

She and Stacy interviewed lots of applicants....and they narrowed it down to several candidates.....

I have not been consulted but I know the type of service they expect and I think they may have a hard time deciding....

I mean....sissy maids can't be that common....can they?

Different

 It's different this time....

I actually feel like I'm getting better....

I've been getting out of bed and doing things without help and I feel OK....

I've tried to shoo my sweetheart back to bed but she still sits watch on me....

I guess I've scared her so many times....I can't blame her....

The doctor comes to see me....yes....a house call!!!!

She keeps telling me that the worst is over....

Pardon my skepticism but I've heard that before....

When the day comes that I can get down in my knees and suck a nice big cock till it explodes in my mouth, without having to stop to catch my breath, that's when I'll be sure!!!

But for now....I'm getting lots of cuddles and the occasional orgasm....so I'm not complaining!!!!

I'm sure the list of offenses is very...very long...and when the spankings resume they'll be long and numerous....I can't wait!!!!

Thank you all for your support through all of this....and especially for the love and support you've given to my sweet wife....

I appreciate it more than I can express in words.....

All Night

 After the first night he was home, Stacy and I wrestled the small recliner, from my home office, upstairs to the bedroom.

That's where I've been at night when "Kaaren's" asleep.

I sit and read while I listen to him breathe, just in case.

I was reading when Stacy poked her head in earlier to see if I needed or wanted anything.

I told her that some tea would be lovely.

She returned a few minutes later with my favorite, Irish Breakfast Tea, and stood by while I sipped at it.

She was staring at "Kaaren" and she looked so sad.

I suggested that she should cuddle with him for a while.

She carefully climbed into bed with him and spooned up against him.

He scooched back against her even though he was still asleep.

I sipped my tea and smiled.

She loves him so much.

I went back to my book and it wasn't long before I realized that she too had fallen asleep. Nestled together, like lovers, her arm holding him.

There was real beauty in this, my husband asleep in her arms while I watched over them.

 It's nice to know that he has two of us looking after him.

Some day soon I might be able to sleep without worry, but it's not going to be anytime soon. 

For now I'm sitting and listening to their rhythmic breathing and the occasional murmurs of their adventures in dreamland.

The dawn will be coming soon and then I can sleep. 

Somehow I feel like he's safe in the daylight and so I watch over him all night.

I was never afraid of the dark before, but I am now.

Mrs.K

 

Home

He's home!

He's back in my arms!

He's here!

"Kaaren" came home a couple of days ago.

I have prayed for this and made so many promises to God that I may spend the rest of my life trying to fulfill them!

But none of that matters because he's home with me.

When they took out the ventilator tube, after weaning him from it for a couple of days, his voice was raspy and, just, just so sexy!

I teased him a little about having a tube in his throat.

He smiled!

My Sweetheart smiled!

Joy doesn't describe it!

I'm never going to feel like this again, never.

He's home, with me, here, now!

Just thought I'd let you know.

Because he'll ask if I did, and I wouldn't want to upset him.

I'm going to cuddle with him, I'll be careful of the tubes and monitors.

But he's home! 

With me!

With me!

Mrs.K

Setback

My sweet husband has suffered a setback.

That's what the doctors call it!

I try and try to remain positive through all of this but I'm feeling nothing but despair.

For a week or so everything seemed to be getting back to normal, but Tuesday night "Kaaren" was in trouble.

They called it "respiratory distress".

Even with the oxygen he wasn't getting enough air.

The ambulance arrived pretty quickly I guess, although it seemed like it took hours as I tried to comfort my sweetheart.

They took him to the, all too familiar, emergency room and he was immediately admitted to the hospital.

Doctors and tests and hours and more hours, and then they told me that he was being sedated and put on a ventilator.

His blood oxygen was so low that he had less than an hour left to live when he got to the hospital.

They say that he should pull through, they say that this is just a temporary problem, they say a lot of things.

But they don't say that he would have died in his bed if I hadn't gone in to check on him!

I feel like I'm losing him a little bit at a time.

I can't imagine a life without him, I've been in love with him since I was just a girl!

"Kaaren" isn't religious, however, she's probably more christian than many churchgoers but she would never claim to be. I pray for his recovery every day.

I have never before thought about really losing him.

But while he lies there in a hospital bed, unconscious, and only breathing because a machine is helping him, how can I not!

I'm only writing this because I can't do anything to change any of this.

If he comes home again I hope that he will get better.

But recent days have dampened my expectations.

 

Mrs.K

 

Monday ManCandy

Shhhh....it's a secret....

Sure they tell you to brush after every meal....but sometimes there's no time...

You're in a hurry.....you've got to save time....

So then you make a discovery!!!

There's a way to brush and have a meal at the same time!!!

ManCandy!!! Is there anything it can't do!!!

 

 

In A Dream

 During all this time I have had plenty of time to think...and dream....

In a dream I relived an intense experience I've never forgotten...

Most of what I'll tell you actually happened but then the rest is just my dreaming mind finishing it for me....

I was about 17 years old and it was late....very late....I had snuck out and bought a couple of six-packs down at Bogie's Tavern....although I was obviously underage the bartender didn't care if I bought beer to go....and he charged extra and pocketed the difference....it worked out for both of us....

I drank them all!!! All 12...and was happily buzzed as I walked towards home....

Then who should I bump into but Donna L.!!!

Donna was the prettiest girl in the loose crowd I sometimes hung out with....

Blonde Farah Fawcett hair....a lovely complexion and a pretty face that she had thankfully never used too much makeup to hide....

Her high waisted jeans showed off her slim figure and her tube top hinted at her lovely little breasts hidden beneath....

It was quickly apparent that she was just as drunk as I was....

She'd had a fight with her boyfriend Ronnie and had sat in a friends house drinking to get over it....

We both laughed when we met....I offered her my arm and that's how we walked....arm in arm....talking and laughing.....I was sorry when we reached her house....

She leaned over and thanked me for making sure she got home....then she kissed me on the cheek!!!!

I waited until she got to the door and waved to her as she went in....

But I had something in mind....

Her bedroom was in the finished basement....in the back of the house....

I won't tell you how I nearly castrated myself climbing over the locked gate....

Why her dog didn't bark I'll never know....he must have been the deepest sleeping dog ever....he didn't hear a drunken idiot invading his space in the middle of the night...

Oh well....thankfully I got over the gate without losing any of my vital bits and without waking her dog....

I got down on my knees and looked inside and there she was!!!!

Standing in just her little bikini panties....her back to me....looking at herself in her mirror.... 

I was ecstatic!!!

She wasn't....

She looked at herself....in her near nudity....and grabbed her small, perfect breasts....she gave them a squeeze....and her frown told me all....

She was the prettiest of all the girls in our group.....but somehow....she wasn't happy with her body....

What I wouldn't have given  to look half as pretty as her!!!!

But she turned away from her reflection and moved toward her bed....

That was all real....that actually happened....and it taught me something about how I saw the world....

But then....

In my dream....

She saw me at the window....and instead of screaming for her father....she smiled and opened the window and asked me what I wanted....

I told her the truth....that I wanted to make her feel happy....that I wanted to worship her....adore her.....to give her joy.....and that was all....I wanted nothing from her....

And in my dream I slipped under her sheets and pulled her panties aside and gave her the best orgasm I could....and it must have been good because she held me there till I gave her three more.....

When I got up to leave she wondered what I would do about my own arousal....

I told her that I didn't want anything from her....that my pleasure came from giving her pleasure....

She smiled....she had a beautiful smile....and handed me her panties....as a keepsake....and I thanked her and left as quietly as I could....

Back to reality.....

She didn't see me...she turned off the light and went to bed....

Donna and Ronnie never married....I honestly don't know whatever became of her....

Google and Facebook and all that, haven't helped me find her and my wife gets a little jealous when she discovers I've been looking.

But even now....after all of the years since....I can still remember the beauty....

Donna...in her panties....in front of that mirror....with her perfect breasts....

And how sad she looked....

All Those Nights

All those nights I watched her....

Dressing....undressing.....doing things.....driving me mad!!!!

All those nights I stood in the dark....wearing cute panties and a tight bra...while I stroked my little cock.....while I watched her....

And not once in all those nights did I ever dream that she could see me....that she was enjoying watching me just as much....

Until that night....

Hump Day

On Hump Day you finally laid out your final offer....he still wanted more but your hands were tied!!!

Monday ManCandy

 Although I haven't been well over the past couple of months...that doesn't mean that my cravings have eased up....if anything...they've gotten more intense!!!!

And I may not be able to enjoy my favorite breakfast treat directly from the tap....I still enjoy it any way I can get it!!!!

ManCandy!!! It may not be a universal cure-all....but it's close!!!

Thank You

I want to thank you all for the good wishes and prayers....

You got me through some very dark times!!!

I can't thank my wife enough for updating the blogs....I always hated when a blogger just disappeared and you didn't know why....

I'm not 100%....not even close....but for the first time in months I feel like I'm getting better.

I'm going to post stuff....some new...some stuff that has been sitting in my drafts folder since forever...

But you will have to forgive me for not posting as regularly as I did....

Just grabbing the laptop from the table is more of an effort than ever....

I will post this across my blogs to make sure everyone sees this....

I wish I could thank you all in person....

I'm pretty sure we would all enjoy that....

But as I've said before....

I love you all!!!!

Kisses

Kaaren

A Gift

My wife came in and cuddled with me last night....

She asked me again about the nurses...

I told her about the nurse whose scrubs clearly showed her panties....white bikinis....

I looked forward to seeing her every day!!!

"Did you tell her that you liked her panties?"

Her hand slipped under the covers....I haven't been caged since I went to the hospital the first time....so she slipped her hand over my naked clit....

"No Ma'am....I didn't..."

She wasn't really stroking me....it was more like a massage....but I was really enjoying it!!!

"Do you think she was doing it just for you Sissy? Showing you her pretty panties just for you?"

"No Ma'am...."

Her warm hand felt so.....so good.....

"And what was her name, or was she just Nurse Panties?"

"I didn't know her name....."

"But you kept looking at her? Ogling that sweet girl? Without a thought about how she might feel about it?"

Her hand was rubbing my clit.....it was so nice....I was beginning to fear that I might cum...

"Yes Ma'am....I couldn't look away...."

"From her panties?"

"Yes....from her panties....you know how I am about panties...."

"Yes I do Sissy, was there a little bow on her panties or couldn't you see that?"

"I couldn't see that....oh my god...."

I was going to cum....I was going to cum all over her hand....

"Just imagine Sissy, when she pulls down those tight pants and you can see her pretty panties! That little satin bow, and she's wearing it just for you!!!"

I couldn't help it....I had the first orgasm in her hand....since....I can't remember when....

She smiled at me as she let me lick her fingers clean....

"You know I'm going to spank you for this when you feel better, right?"

"Yes Ma'am....thank you...."

"I love you Sissy!"

"I love you too Sweetheart!"

So Cute

 I'm beginning to understand why "Kaaren" enjoys writing this blog. There is the freedom of talking about things with hundreds of people that I would never discuss at all in person.

Last night "Kaaren" asked me if I was satisfied.

I didn't understand at first, but, then it dawned on me.

I told him that I hadn't felt very sexy lately, it's hard to be sexy and worried at the same time.

He told me that he was worried about me too, he said that he wants me to have orgasms. He said that I needed them.

I couldn't really argue with that. I have been a very sexual person since I was very young.

First alone, then with horny boys.

First in my hand, then in my mouth and finally inside me.

I loved it all.

Now I just find that my interest has waned as I tend to my sweet sissy husband.

But last night "Kaaren" wanted to make me happy.

He wanted to worship me as he's done so often.

I told him I was worried that he wouldn't be able to breathe.

Get ready, here's the cute part.

He smiled at me and said, "Don't you know, you've always left me breathless!"

How could I say no to that?

Mrs. K

Promising Signs

 I came home last night exhausted physically and emotionally.

It was a very long day at work and a very hard day to be working in NYC.

When I got home I really found myself hoping that "Kaaren" wouldn't need much from me.

It sounds terrible, I know, but I'm tired.

And still scared.

And I'm tired of being scared!

All of my life I've been able to take charge and fix the things that needed to be fixed, and I hate being powerless to help the one person that means more to me than anyone else in the world.

When I came in the door the health aide met me, as usual, to give me an update on "Kaaren".

She had a big smile. 

"Come see!" she told me.

I followed her up the stairs with a little trepidation.

When I went into the bedroom I found my sweet girl sitting up in bed.

Looking very pretty in one of his pastel blue nighties.

His makeup was done to perfection, and his hair was styled into a kind of updo!

But it was his smile that stopped me in my tracks, I suddenly realized I had not seen his sweet smile since all of this began!

"Doesn't he look pretty?" asked his aide, her name is Joanna.

"He looks beautiful!"

I tried not to notice the oxygen tubes that he still wore but as for the rest of him, I could have eaten him up right there and then!

Joanna told me that he had asked her to help him to look pretty for me and that she had been reluctant at first, but afterward the two of them had ended up enjoying themselves very much.

I gave her a tight hug which she returned, before she turned and left us alone.

I had tears in my eyes as I took "Kaaren's" hand and told her how pretty she was, and how much I enjoyed seeing her like this.

I kissed her ruby red lips and reached down to give her a squeeze.

She suddenly looked worried.

"I don't think I'm ready yet."

I told him that I understood, that I can wait for him, that I love him, that he made me so happy today.

He smiled his beautiful smile at me again, then he apologized. He was so exhausted from just this that he had to lie down again.

I smiled and stroked his pretty hair.

I told him I would wake him for dinner.

I stayed until his breathing became steady as he slipped into dreamworld.

Then I went and had a good cry in my room!

It was a promising sign but it also showed me how far he had to go.

Thank you all for your good wishes and prayers. I have shown them all to "Kaaren" and he asked me to thank you all.

Once again, Thank You All.

Mrs.K

 

What's Happening Now

Since his last post "Kaaren" has been in and out of the hospital twice more.

It seems like every step forward leads to two steps back.

The doctors reassure me and I take him home, and in a day or two he's re-admitted.

It scares me.

Every time he comes home he seems diminished.

Smaller, weaker, less and less like himself.

He tries to be brave but all it does is make it all seem worse.

It's like a scene from a bad, tragic romance movie.

He can't do anything for himself at this point. My insurance, thank god, pays for a daytime aide which allows me to go to work. But I can't concentrate and the corporate sharks are circling. My superiors have assured me that my position is secure, but I'm sure that could change quickly.

I push all of that aside as I look at my sweet husband, looking so small and helpless, and my heart breaks a little bit more.

He's sleeping now. I know he feels bad when I cry but how can I help it.

He asked me to post an update over a week ago, and I wanted to, I really did.

Then he was back in the hospital again and his blogs were the furthest things from my mind.

He asked me about it today and I confessed that I hadn't done as he'd asked, he looked a little hurt and asked me to please do it soon.

I check on him all through the night, I make sure the oxygen tubes aren't tangled and that he's under the covers. It seems he feels the cold more than he used to.

And I feel the cold too, and I'm very afraid for him.

So there you have it.

Mrs. K

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

I'm So Sorry

I'm so sorry that I haven't been posting lately....

My recent illness took a little more out of me than I thought...

My days pass by in a blur....I sleep...I wake up....I go to the bathroom....I rest there after I'm done....I make my way back to bed....I sleep....my wife or Stacy wakes me to eat something....I eat....I rest....bathroom again....rest....back to bed...sleep....

I take the occasional break to cry....because I want to be me again....

Then I see what's going on in the world....and I cry some more....then I feel like an ass for being so selfish....I'm sleeping in a comfy bed and I have as much food as I want when so many people don't have either....

I actually think I'm depressed about being depressed....if that makes any sense....

I know several thousand people a day stop by here to read my silly musings and I hope to be back soon....

But even just typing this has left me exhausted....the laptop is so damned heavy....

Just want you all to know that I still love you all!!!

Kisses

Kaaren

Well....I'm Alive

 Well....I'm alive....

A week ago I'd have bet against it!!!!

I've discovered what a wonderful thing it is to breathe!!!!

You don't think about it until you can't do it!!!!

But....I'm here.....alive....

I'm not really back to myself yet....the doctors warned me it would take some time...

Not that long ago I'd do a three mile run just to warm up for the day...

Now I get exhausted going to the bathroom across the hall....

I've probably slept more in the past couple of weeks than I have in the past ten years....and I still feel so tired...

I dropped a few pounds but I don't recommend doing it this way....

Anyway....I just wanted to say hello....and thank you all for the good wishes and lovely comments you left....

I'm going to post this on all of my blogs just to make sure I thank everyone....and then I'm going to go back to sleep....

I love you all....

I hope to be back to my regular self soon....

Kisses

Kaaren

Another Update

When your loved one is in the hospital there is nothing more terrifying than a late night phone call from your doctor. I saw her name on the incoming call and I felt my heart stop!

I was shaking and already crying when I answered.

But the voice on the other end wasn't my doctor, it was my sweet husband!

He sounded better. He called to tell me that they were going to release him on Saturday and I just fell apart.

The tension and worry and fear all came pouring out of me all at once,

My friend Stacy rushed in to see what was wrong and immediately feared the worst.

"Is it Kaaren?"

Al I could do was nod .

I held out the phone to her and she reluctantly took it.

The look on her face when she heard "Kaaren's" voice was something I'll  never forget.

I finally got myself under control. I realized that i was upsetting my Sweetheart and I didn't want him to worry about me.

We spoke for a while and he told me that he really felt better and was glad to be coming home.

Then he gave the phone to the doctor who told me that he had really responded well to the antibiotics, his lungs were clear, and he would be much better off at home.

I've just come back from tucking him in. In his own bed. In his pretty nightgown.

He's doing so much better but he's clearly been through an ordeal.

But I think that the worst is behind him now. Behind us now.

Thank you all for your good wishes.

Mrs. K

An Update on Kaaren's Condition

"Kaaren" came home on Monday but it was clear to me that she was still ill.

He was experiencing difficulty in breathing.

He was so happy to be home that he kept trying to convince me that he was fine, when he clearly wasn't.

On Tuesday morning I called an ambulance once again and he was taken to the Emergency Room. He was experiencing extreme difficulty in breathing.

He was re-admitted to the hospital and I was informed that his condition is serious but not critical, a small comfort to say the least.

Once again he's receiving antibiotics and there has been some discussion of putting him on a ventilator again.

Our physician, an old friend of mine, has told me that she is closely monitoring his case and that gives me a bit of relief.

As of today "Kaaren" remains in the hospital with no definite release date being mentioned.

As per his request I'll keep you informed of any changes.

Mrs. K

A Note About Kaaren

Some of you may have noticed a sudden end to "Kaaren's" posts last Tuesday.

The truth of the matter is that by Tuesday afternoon my husband had become quite ill and was taken via ambulance to our local hospital on orders of our family physician.

His diagnosis was pneumonia.

"Kaaren" was admitted and placed on broad spectrum antibiotics intravenously, and oxygen.

On Wednesday they placed him on a ventilator to help him breathe.

Thursday he was responding well enough to the drugs that they felt it would be alright to take him back off the ventilator.

His lungs were clearing and he continued to improve on  Friday although still not enough to allow me to bring him home.

They've held him this weekend and continued the antibiotics and I've just gotten off the phone with my Doctor who, to my joy, told me I can check him out and bring him home on Monday!

He will still need some care at home and I must be vigilant for any reoccurring symptoms, but my Sweetheart will be home with me and that's all that counts!

I don't know when he might start posting to his blogs again, probably sooner rather than later.

I got off the phone with him not long ago and he asked me to post this update.

So there you have it.

 

Mrs.K 

The Rams

Well what can I say?

Her lover bet me that the Rams would win the Super Bowl....

"Against the Bengals? You've got a bet!!!"

At least he shaved....

Happy Valentines Day

I hope your Valentines Day is as happy as mine!!!

Monday ManCandy

It was a real mouthful.....almost more than you expected....

But you've been enjoying your creamy breakfast treat since you were young....

And....this was a new sweater....so...you know....you don't want any stains...

Not even delightfully tasty stains....

ManCandy!!!! It's a dry cleaners favorite!!!

 

 

Motivation

While it would be nice to stay inside, cozy and warm, I find myself out here shoveling my way to the storage shed.....
Why would I be out here like this?
What could possibly motivate me to brave all that snow....that biting wind....
There's only one possible answer....that's where we keep the extra bottles of lube....and that's something I'm afraid, I can't do without!!!

Sunday Brunch

"Oh yes...he'll do nicely....cam you have him at my house by 9am?"

"Of course....is there anything else you'll need?"

"Just the catering items and the liquor....I'll expect those by 9am also...."

"Of course....and you only want the one sissy...."

"One should do for the first brunch....if it goes well we'll see...."

"Very well.....I'll see you on Sunday morning...."

"Oh there is one thing...."

"Anything we can do is our pleasure...."

"Do you mind terribly if we shave him?"

"Not at all.....would you like me to provide a party pack of razors for the ladies?"

"Perfect!!!! See you on Sunday!!!!"

Panties

She knew about my panty fetish from day one....it was never a secret....

And she enjoyed it!!!!

She loved to see me in panties....and she loved to tease me with hers....

It was wonderful.....to cum like that.....

Later....she would rub the cummy panties over my lips before she kissed me....

She still loves to kiss me when my lips are covered in cum....

Only now it's almost never my cum....

But I still think it's wonderful!!!!

Still

She may love the men with big cocks that make her cum so hard....but she still loves the way that I can make her cum so softly....just like a girl.....her girl....

Ready

I'm not sure about her friends but I'm sure that I'm ready!!!!

Not What I Meant

"You know that's not what I meant Sissy?"
"I'm not sure Ma'am!"
"When I told you to go ahead and sit on his lap....you weren't sure?"
"I was a little afraid Ma'am.....I wasn't sure I could....you know...."
"Well Sissy, you'll never know if you don't try.....so get on it.....we're all rooting for you!!!"
"Thank you Ma'am.....and thank you to everyone else!!!!"
"Just get on with it Sissy!!!!"
"Yes Ma'am!!!!"

Humiliation

Being forced to show him the pretty pink panties your wife told him you were wearing....is pretty humiliating!!!!

Bending over and letting him feel you up is pretty humiliating too!!!!

Pretty soon he'll pull your pretty panties down and fuck you like the sissy slut you are....that's humiliating too!!!"

Doing it all in front of a group of your wife's friends.....

Absolutely humiliating!!!!

And just wonderful!!!

Deal

We had a deal....

I never told anyone that Old Red got blowjobs while he was supposed to be working...

And Old Red never told anyone that I dressed like a whore and sucked his cock while we were both supposed to be working....

It may seem a little one-sided....but let me assure you....it worked out quite nicely for both of us!!!

There

"Look!!! There she is....I knew there was a pretty girl inside you....I'm so glad to meet her!!!"

"Am I really pretty?"

"Just beautiful...."

"Thank you so much....it's what I've always wanted!!!"

"Me too Sweetie...."

Cuckold

It was almost hypnotic.....

Watching my wife's small hands stroking that big, manly cock....

She was smiling at me as she brought him to full size.....

I couldn't look away!!!!

She looked directly into my eyes....

"Come here and suck it for me Baby...."

How could I say no!!!!

Picture It

"I just can't picture your husband wearing panties...."

"Why try and picture it....come by tonight and I'll have him model them for you!!!"

"Model them...you mean like wearing them...."

"And the matching bra too!!!"

"I can't wait!!!"

"Me either...bring your husband....he might enjoy it too!!!"

Best

He really had the best of both worlds!!!

He was dating the prettiest girl in school even though she wouldn't go all the way....but she had a sissy brother that would!!!!