An Early Present

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Young Billy Was Not Happy

Kaaren had an aunt somewhat like the one in this post.

He told me all about her.

His aunt Patty passed away when he was a young teen if I remember correctly.

But she was aware of Kaaren’s true nature even though he was still very young.

He told me that he had once walked in on her as she was dressing and she had assured him that it was okay because it was just “us girls here “.

How different his family life might have been if she had lived.

Poor Kaaren, I tried my best to give him all the love that he’d been denied by circumstances and I think he was happy finally.

I know that I was.

Mrs K

A Little More

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Humiliation

Once there was a time that he wouldn’t do this because he was afraid I’d think he was a pervert.

He didn’t realize that I was just as perverted as he was, maybe more so.

After he got close a few times I lost my patience and directed his tongue to where I wanted it.

And he did a very good job.

I don’t think I will ever find a man who will please me like this again.

Gets me going just remembering how much I loved it.

Mrs K

When I Was A Girl

Kaaren wrote several posts like this, highlighting things that I’d actually told him.

This was true life in our world.

He wanted me to be perfect for my dates. He was so proud that he had a pretty wife who loved him.

As he used to say, it didn’t matter if I fucked other men because I always came back to my Sweetheart.

That proved that I loved him.

And I did, I still do.

Good Girl

Yes Kaaren was my good girl.

I gave him punishment and humiliation for his reward.

It made him very happy.

I think we were perfect together.

I know that he was almost always smiling, at least when his mouth wasn’t otherwise occupied.

Mrs K

Hump Day

Kaaren wrote so many of these that I wasn’t at all surprised to find an unposted one in his drafts.

I could have probably made lots more deals with clients if I could have offered Kaaren as a bonus.

But he was my pretty little bonus and I was a little jealous when it came to sharing him.

Mrs K

Boys Night Out

Another favorite fantasy for Kaaren.

And me too!

If we put more world leaders in pretty petticoats there would be far fewer wars.

Who would want to fight when you could just enjoy the layers of frills.

Mrs K

There's Nothing On TV

Kaaren wrote this over ten years ago.

He would quietly wait until it was time to clean me and my lover up.

He loved it and so did I.

Sometimes the gentleman I was screwing would like it but more often than not they would not want any part of it once they’d been satisfied.

That was their loss because Kaaren was always pretty enthusiastic about clean up time.

Mrs K

Obviously

I believe Kaaren wrote about his distaste for using his tongue in a man’s ass.

But I have to say that some men loved it and I wasn’t going to do it so it became Kaaren’s job.

And it was so humiliating that I think he secretly loved it.

He complained and whined about doing it but he never said no!

Mrs K

Recovery

 I was asked about my recovery from the auto accident I was involved in and I thought some of you might want an update.

All in all I had fifteen surgeries on my leg including a cosmetic procedure that dealt with a lot of the scarring.

I’m full of titanium rods and plates along with plenty of screws holding it all together. If you were to kick me in the leg it would probably hurt you more than me.

I’m still walking with a limp but it’s not as pronounced as it was and I’m still continuing with physical therapy.

I have mostly retired from my job but my boss has retained me as a consultant. 

Spending more time at home is a mixed blessing. I don’t miss the commute to work but it can get lonely sometimes.

I still have almost all of Kaaren’s things. I’ve tried several times to box them up and move them into the garage but in a day or so I put it all back while having a good cry.

I’ve been seeing a man that I met at physical therapy. He was injured in a motorcycle accident and lost three toes. He laughed about it when he told me about the accident. He pointed out that he went off the road at high speed and is still amazed that he’s alive., 

It’s the laughter that got to me. And he made me laugh with him. I haven’t done much laughing since Kaaren’s been gone.

He said he wished he could take me out dancing but he lost his twinkle toes in the accident.

It’s not too serious between us but I have to admit he is very good in bed. If anything, it’s me that’s been holding back. Not because I don’t want him, I do, very much so. Truth be told I think it’s because he’s not Kaaren.

I know it’s not fair to him but I can’t help it. Luckily he’s been pretty understanding and patient with me.

In case anyone is interested my friend and former assistant Stacy has moved into an executive position and she’s getting married! I couldn’t be happier for her.. I wonder if she’s still using her strap-on? I haven’t asked and she hasn’t told me. Her fiancé is a soft spoken and sweet man. I can picture him bent over for her but my mind is always in the gutter!

I thought about selling the house. I was showing the realtor around and she asked me about Kaaren’s room.

It was so pretty and girly that when I told her that it had been Kaaren’s bedroom she just assumed that she was my daughter.

She mentioned that a lot of parents downsized after the kids moved out and I started to cry.

I haven’t followed through with listing the house.

Don’t know if I can.

Anyway, physically I’m getting better. Mentally the pain of loss is still there and probably always will be. But it’s becoming easier to bear as time goes by.

I have a date tonight and he’s going to come home with me. I’m going to rock his world.

That’s all for now. I still have hundreds of posts to go through. Kaaren was quite prolific. Hopefully I’ll get to post them all.

Be well.

Mrs K

Sissy School - Research

I quite enjoyed Kaaren’s Sissy School posts.

I even got a little jealous of some of his Sissy friends that he featured in them.

But I had a typical schoolgirl uniform for him and I used to enjoy the whole naughty schoolgirl fantasy with him.

I guess it says something about me that I had zero interest in a naughty schoolboy scenario.

He would probably have been a total slut if he had been able to. I mean he was a total slut for me after all.

Mrs K

Oh Yes!!!

I wonder if Kaaren would have been jealous ?

It’s funny when i think of it but he always seemed to be more jealous of my lovers when they went down on me.

Maybe it was because he felt that it was the only way he could please me so he wanted that for himself.

But at the same time he wanted to see me happy.

Kaaren was complicated.

Mrs K

Young Billy Was Not Happy

I was a cheerleader in high school but I didn’t make the squad in college.

The captain of the team didn’t like me very much, I had kind of bedded her boyfriend at a party and she wasn’t the forgiving kind.

It was a shame though. Donna was gorgeous and I was so open to playing with other girls in those days.

So of course I had Kaaren become my cheerleader to fulfill my dreams.

The funniest thing about it was that Kaaren was probably better at being my little lesbian cheerleader than Donna could have ever been.

And he was so funny when he danced around doing cheers for me.

Mrs K

College Days

Kaaren had some dates in school before we got back together.

The ladies were usually pretty disappointed when it came to sex.

They obviously didn’t make full use of his oral talents.

Sure he almost never lasted long enough to penetrate me but very few of my other lovers would make sure I was satisfied, over and over and over again. Until I would make him stop.

Mrs K

Cuckold draft

Kaaren wrote this but for some reason he didn’t finish it.

Yes he was my sweet cuckold husband.

Maybe some don’t understand how a marriage could survive like that but I like to think of it as a gift that he gave to me.

It had begun before we married but for some reason we had stopped after we wed.

Perhaps the vows we shared gave us pause,

But we both realized that it was something that would make us both happier.

I was going to try to finish the post for him but I think it’s alright just as it is.

Mrs K

That Was How

Did I ever catch Kaaren like this.

Why yes I did.

It usually resulted in a spanking followed by a session with my strap-on.

And I’m absolutely certain that Kaaren had every intention of being caught.

I wonder about relationships where a scene like this is a surprise.

I think Kaaren and I were both very lucky that we could enjoy this harmless fun and I’d like to think that others would enjoy it as well.

Mrs K

Patrol

It’s no secret that I love the idea of a man wearing pretty things.

Ever since I was a little girl I loved to play dress up with the boys and put them in dresses.

Later the fantasy of seeing a man dressed up giving a blowjob became one of my favorites.

I love to think about two men who work together would also share their most intimate secrets with each other.

Kaaren and I discussed whether this would happen. He told me that the only way he could see it would be if they accidentally discovered each other’s secrets.

I’m not sure but I think how lucky they would be and how much I’d love to watch.

I wonder what others think about this. Men finding themselves in a situation like this. Does it happen?

Mrs K

Nothing

Kaaren wrote this and I can’t think of a single thing that I could add!

He was a real slut sometimes.

Well, most of the time.

But he was the sweetest slut anyone ever met.

Mrs K

Progress

 Some months ago I was driving home from shopping when my car was hit on the driver’s side by a drunk driver. He had been speeding and had blown through a red light and hit me hard.The airbag saved my life but I was pretty badly injured .

The Firefighters had to use the Jaws of Life to cut me out of the car.

What followed was a nightmare.

My left leg had been shattered and I had a serious concussion.

Since then I have had over a dozen surgeries and multiple stays in Rehabs even so I will never walk without a limp for the rest of my life.

I hope you are all doing well and I plan to return to posting Kaaren’s last blogs soon.

Thanks for your support and patience.

Mrs K

Open

My Kaaren wasn’t quite that easy but he was close.

He could handle a few drinks and he preferred single malt scotch, the really expensive ones!

But if that was the price I had to pay to keep the best man I ever knew happy then it was more than worth it.

On my date last Saturday I ordered the drinks for us both, force of habit I guess. Whenever Kaaren and I went out I always ordered for him. After all I was in charge.

Going to a restaurant with my Sweetheart was always such fun. To anyone looking we were just a couple in love whispering to each other. They would have been shocked to hear the things I was telling Kaaren that I would have him do right there if he misbehaved!

He would be squirming in his chair after a while. And let’s not forget that he was always “plugged” too.

My date was very nice, respectful and polite. Nicely dressed and most importantly, had a good sense of humor.

When he drove me home he didn’t make any moves on me. I think he was a little nervous, maybe more than me.

He walked me to my door and asked if he could see me again, he was very cute about it.

I started to feel like he was afraid that my daddy would pull the door open and chase him away.

Then he gave me a good night kiss. On the cheek.

I felt like a teenager again!

Except when I was a teenager I didn’t have a drawer full of sex toys to finish the night with.

I’m going to see him again and we’ll see how it goes.

Mrs K

Monday ManCandy

Kaaren was raised as a Catholic boy.

As he used to say the nuns beat the religion out of him.

Times were different and they were allowed to do that to school kids then.

Kaaren always thought that they just needed to get laid and it would make them happier.

But he did have some fantasies involving nuns, thankfully he never dressed like one.

Mrs K

Just Like This

I don’t know which one of us enjoyed this the most.

It was so nice after a date to have my Kaaren soothe and clean me up afterwards. Plus I usually had another orgasm or two.

Kaaren was very talented with his tongue and very considerate too.

I’ve got my first date since my Sweethearts passing on Saturday but unfortunately Kaaren won’t be waiting when I get home.

Wish me luck!

Mrs K

Service

This was one thing that Kaaren really didn’t enjoy.

He could spend an entire evening with his face absolutely buried in my ass without any complaints.

Or any other woman if I gave him permission.

But he really didn’t like to use his tongue on a man’s ass.

To be honest, neither do I.

With another woman I don’t have a problem either.

Can’t explain it but I was always glad that my date could get this service from Kaaren instead of me.

It was very humiliating for my Sweetheart and he would whine about having to do it, but he never once said no.

Mrs K

Deep And Slow

Fucking Kaaren was so much fun.

He was such a girl and never more so than when I was buried inside him.

He always made the cutest sounds and he was just an absolute slut.

Mrs K

Difference

I think one of the things I miss most is putting Kaaren over my knees for a good spanking.

I found this post and I believe it goes a real insight into my Sweethearts thoughts and feelings.

He may not have been a man in one sense but he was the man I loved more than any other.

Mrs K